I am on the board of a church that is embarking on a journey into deep discipleship. We recognize that it’s a big vision. We firmly believe, however, God is leading us to be a place where people not only reconnect with Christ, but grow in relationship with Him.
As a result, I am reflecting on my own spiritual journey. I think about the times I’ve grown closer to Christ. I think about the times I’ve drifted away from Him. I certainly want the best relationship I can have with Christ. But there are certain barriers (boulders, if you will) that keep standing in my way. Here are the 3 most prevalent to me:
Success. I feel good when I get a win. It lifts my spirit. I celebrate. But, for me, these are times I forget about God. Maybe it’s because I rely on my own strength. I begin thinking I may have what it takes to be successful after all. That’s Boulder #1.
Freedom. I was born into a free country and raised in a Christian home. I am free to choose where I live, what I do for a living, what I watch on TV, what I eat for lunch, etc. But without an accountability network, this “freedom” shackles me. I need boundaries. Without them, I run the risk of going too far in my freedom and stunting my relationship with Christ. Boulder #2.
Distraction. Choices face me everyday. Choices in the pages on the Internet, products on grocery shelves, TV channels, iPod apps, books at Barnes & Noble, items on restaurant menus, etc. Choices mean distraction. Distraction keeps my mind so occupied I reach the end of the day wondering what I really ever did to cultivate my relationship with Christ. Boulder #3.
A dynamic walk with Christ is a dance; an art form. The boulders don’t care that I desire a deep relationship with Christ. They face me when I wake and are there with me all day long. I must daily dash around the boulders that seek to stunt my personal spiritual growth. One could call this a ”Boulder Dash“.
What boulders are unique to your spiritual journey? For example, do you find it difficult to study scripture just for your personal growth without thinking how it will preach to the congregation next Sunday? I’m interested in your thoughts.